pseudo apathos
Sitting by a lonesome river, or climbing up a deer trodden path in the middle of spring, one can either contemplate the foundations of the universe, or fall into a metamorphal trance. There's not that much separating the two, really. Both are a sort of cosmic connection, expressed in different ways.
One can often at these moments feel the presence of the self. As if our very souls can sense their own metaphysical shapes. The self is here divided into two primal personalities, the collaboration of which results in the individual's own personality. One strong, one weak. One positive, one negative. One constructive, one destructive.
One pius worshipper of God.
One heden servant of Satan.
We can often experience ourselves by conversing with it. All thoughts derive from and are bult upon these conversations. It is the voice figuring out the consequenses of your actions as well as the voice telling you to break loose.
In accepting the self as the central figure of the universe, one can achieve alot. As an individual God-entity, a human being can rise to spiritual heights, unfathomable to all those who dared not dreaming. However, to abandon the humanity constant, i.e the notion that other humans are in fact other "beings" and are not just bricks in one's material utopia, is a very unstable choice. Why? Because with this follows basically ALL other illusions; be it goodness, love, trust - all those things that grant life its unpredictability - the same unpredictability that led us to this beautiful state of mind.
No, the self must never become more than the central figure. It mustn't devour the illusions floating about in the perifery. That is, of course, if not the rather admirable apathy is the actual destination of one's journey.
Though there are far too many hypocrites wearing the cloak of apathy, in order to gain illusive success. It is my duty to expose them. Ha-ha duty. . . what a silly word.
One can often at these moments feel the presence of the self. As if our very souls can sense their own metaphysical shapes. The self is here divided into two primal personalities, the collaboration of which results in the individual's own personality. One strong, one weak. One positive, one negative. One constructive, one destructive.
One pius worshipper of God.
One heden servant of Satan.
We can often experience ourselves by conversing with it. All thoughts derive from and are bult upon these conversations. It is the voice figuring out the consequenses of your actions as well as the voice telling you to break loose.
In accepting the self as the central figure of the universe, one can achieve alot. As an individual God-entity, a human being can rise to spiritual heights, unfathomable to all those who dared not dreaming. However, to abandon the humanity constant, i.e the notion that other humans are in fact other "beings" and are not just bricks in one's material utopia, is a very unstable choice. Why? Because with this follows basically ALL other illusions; be it goodness, love, trust - all those things that grant life its unpredictability - the same unpredictability that led us to this beautiful state of mind.
No, the self must never become more than the central figure. It mustn't devour the illusions floating about in the perifery. That is, of course, if not the rather admirable apathy is the actual destination of one's journey.
Though there are far too many hypocrites wearing the cloak of apathy, in order to gain illusive success. It is my duty to expose them. Ha-ha duty. . . what a silly word.
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